Up the mountains of Santona lived a tribe. In the heart of Fistfla was an old ruin where Ceenians have stayed. In this tribe, there was no authority. Although each with different skills and abilities, they treat each other as equal. With such an old ruin, it was incredible how the Ceenians rebuilt and build a much stronger home.
Weather in Fistfla is unpredictable. Rain, storms, hurricanes or hail, the tribe fought for the sun. They danced, drink, and feast to pray for and honor the sun. Each did not stop. They worked together and did not rest, until one glorious day, out of the black clouds, tore a warm glare that glints in their eyes. It w
In a world full of disarrays,
I've walked into a cycle...
A cycle hard to escape,
A cycle only visible in me...
Years i've walked in circle
I bruise and I'll bruise again...
And yet, in this circle...
not an inch did i move...
full of doubt, full of uncertainties...
full of fear, I hid beneath a happy face...
i stay silent...
i'll stay misunderstood...
I bleed...and i'll never stop bleeding...
yet not a step have I taken…
I've shed tears in number of nights
My heart aches, hearing the sound of their cries...
The need of something,
displays invisible in front of me
My guilt, stabbing me in my heart
Yet I continue to breathe
Avoiding the thoughts, I bury them gone.
Ignoring the places, I embrace the darkness.
What hurts us should never be kept alive
You strive to move on, but what kept me waiting?
Years passed, still with a zero displacement
Amidst the laugh, the smile, the company
All the love, the games even the frustrations
The music; every tune made me believe,
It's far, it's done, it's over
Then again, what you thought made you stand tall
Will come crashing you down
A split second of your voice, I leave myself in mess…
Far? Done? Over? What demons are you keeping?
Six feet under, yet the stench's sill lurking…
Not sure how it happened, but it just did. It's always been like this for me. I have no idea if it is just me or maybe some people can relate to what I am about to say.
I don't know how it happened or when it happened. Yesterday, he never really mattered; He's just a friend, an old friend, funny guy, no weirdness when he's around, both of us are not even that close as my best friend and I are… then suddenly the next day I somehow see you differently. Suddenly, everything felt so different. I suddenly worry about you. At one moment, I didn't even expect that I would care for you this much. But you did, and not just because
I'm willing to be with you, but your heart is with someone else.
I'm right here in front of you, but you kept looking for her even within your memory.
I'm jealous but I'm not brave enough to say that to you.
I want to be with you, that's what my heart is screaming.
You know all along how I feel about you.
But you always pretend that you don't hear me.
"She still exists in me", that's what you told everybody.
I looked up above as if she's my last hope.
I looked up above wishing you will hear me.
"I can't ask you to go back with him; that is just not possible.
...I want to ask you to let him let go of you.
I want to tell you, he dese
My body, battered and old
Ten years... it slowly kills me...
Time after time, day after day
Weight on my shoulder, pulling me down...
Wound of my heart, growing and aching...
Tears in my eyes never stopped flowing...
Ten years, still, the battle goes on...
Still fighting but someday.. I'll be willing to fall...
Light will be no more...
In the dark I will someday crawl...
I will feel the cold, i'll be eating dirt...
Even I won't care...
Then you reached out your hands...
Both of them... warm and tempting...
...You're all I need, I know...
...I feel you, everyminute, everyday...
...You suffer with me, you feel my pain...
...You
It's been so long since I held your hand
It's been so long since you whisper my name
I began this journey and I didn't mind being alone.
Then you came from behind and started walking by my side
That's when my story changed
You gave me wings when I'm about to fall
You lend me strength in times of trouble
You gave me a piece of your mind, I never knew I needed
You gave me a lot that forever changed my feelings
The crowd that numbered "2", soon grew
And I thought it was because of you.
But soon did I realized, its part of your gift too
For me to value friends the way I value you
A person I never knew exists, in me, grew.
Now that w
I'm different
Because I chose to be
This brings out the best in me
Strange bit of my self,
You will soon see
If you just try and befriend me
You may find me boring,
Hmm, I don't mind at all…
If you find me interesting
Cool! I'm glad you're staying
You may be disgusted
Still, I'm not changing
But if you find me neat
Hey! You don't say?
You may just hate me…
Naah! I think no one would *wink*
But for those who like me
Thanks, I think I like you too
You want me to change?
"Be like anybody else"
is that what you're blabbering?
But being like all and sundry
Labels "no specialty"
I like who I am
This is
In my dreams, I can still hug you tight
Like I used to do when I'm missing you
I don't want to wake up because I'm still missing you
I don't want to wake up because you're no longer there
Held in my arms, patting my back
In my dreams, I can still hear you laugh
We are talking, joking, even behind people's back
I don't want to wake up because this smile will soon frown
I don't want to wake up because you're no longer there
Making me smile, joking around
In my dreams, you're here beside me
Both of us, having the time of our lives
I don't want to wake up because soon I'll be in tears
I don't want to wake up because you're no longer
I untied my hair, that's how you like it done
I put on light make up; you'll stare at me for so long
I dressed up with simplicity, that's how you liked me
I show you my biggest smile, I'm so glad I have you
Now? Why bother when everything is done.
It's still a mystery when you left me there for no one
Is it something I said, what have I done wrong?
I stand there crying, asking you reasons
Avoiding my teary eyes, you never said a word
We stood there silenced, quiet for a long moment
I felt like I'm dying, please tell me something
You looked at me, straight. You whispered "It's not working"
I looked at myself in a full sized mirror.
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Another Heart-Breaking Poetry?
Held in my right hand
A motionless black pen.
Within a day or two,
These papers are clearly new
Oh! My mind has gone extreme
Forcing memories with a steam
Still I can't think of a thing
What's this spell you bind within?
It was yesterday, you questioned
"Is your heart broken?"
And how, I answered innocently
What I felt like proud and loopy
I told you "no, that's just shit!"
I just love people to bit
With every statement I bait.
That doesn't really surprise me
"I can relate" a lot had said it
But it seems you can't believe it
Then again you spoke to me
You want a smile in my poetry
Now it's stuck in my head.
I think my m
Funny how things happen
I wondered if its all accident
Or is it really my fate
To have someone as sweet as a cake
I haven't seen your face then
But I've been dreaming of you until after 10am
I haven't heard your voice
But you're letters tell me you won't do noise
You see, I never intended on meeting you
But I would like to know more of you
My feelings then were nothing
But unconsiously, I think have fallen
I ended our communication
Before it gets serious
I just don't want false hope
For someone very mysterious
It has been a while,
I've been wondering how you're doing
I met someone from miles
Everything between us seems to
I'm tired of pretending, exhausted of smiling
I'm tired of heartaches, afraid of falling further
I'm tired of being empty... I'm missing something,
I'm tired of being alone, of hanging on, of holding on.
I'm tired of telling, can you stop ignoring?
I'm tired of waiting, time keeps running
I'm tired of staying, I have to move on
I'm tired of showing… I didn't know you were blind
I'm tired… I'm exhausted… I'm worn out…
Let me sleep for a while, tomorrow will be a new day
I won't stay, I no longer want to
Every part of me is fading, I can no longer see
You drain all of me, dried up, purely insensitivity.
Nothing will be left, not ev
Current Residence: Philippines, Manila Favourite genre of music: I'm into Rock and Emo Punks right now :D Favourite style of art: Manga MP3 player of choice: My 6230 Nokia Phone... :P Wallpaper of choice: At Sunrise... hehehe Favourite cartoon character: Mugen < from Samurai Champloo Personal Quote: You stumble, you bleed, life sucks, life goes on
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Horror Movies!!
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Dashboard Confessional, Fall Out Boy
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Shux... i haven't updated this gallery for so long. How long have i been gone?
Reading again these things i wrote is like reading a diary written when i was 10 yrs old. i couldn't believe i wrote those things o_O i'm just a lil bit shaken..... and really speechless